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thinking [November 23, 2008 | 06:34 PM] [ mood | complacent ] my chemistry final is tomorrow. i am not ready at all. it seems like i just started college, and now the term is already ending. I am really excited to be off, i can't wait.  I am dreading finals though. Especially since I have to give a 10 minute speech for English. Can that get any worse?   On another note, I'm going to be working full time at Benefit during interim. I'm kind of excited about that. I'd like to just work for awhile without coming home and worrying about schoolwork. My grandparents got here yesterday. We're expecting 70 people on Thanksgiving. I always love it when my house is packed. I really love this time of the year. Especially this year I can tell it's going to be a lot better than last year. I just have a feeling.

[September 18, 2008 | 10:57 PM] Said I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war, if you can tell me something worth fight for...

[September 15, 2008 | 12:07 AM] school starts tomorrow. i'm not really looking forward to it at all. i love the weather right now. it feels so nice. it's my favorite kind. i dont know if i should be worried about the fact that i haven't bought any books yet... on another note i'm really happy right now. i love everything. i'm just so optimistic! \ i'm justtttttttt so content.

[June 20, 2008 | 12:59 PM] i  turn 18 tomorrow!

[March 18, 2008 | 09:45 PM]  my car wouldn't start today.   i am so behind.  i dont care! i dont care!  it's march 18 and it snowed yesterday.

[November 08, 2007 | 08:56 PM] [ mood | crazy ] hey, i have a livejournal?

[September 30, 2007 | 05:12 PM] oh my god

[December 23, 2006 | 12:07 AM] I know you're going through a lot right now, and I want you to know that no matter what I'm going to be here for you. I just want to see you have the best, and believe me when i say, that in the end I just want to see you be happy. I know that you don't know what it feels like to be happy anymore, but bud, I will try to do anything to help you get there. When i get back home Wednesday, I plan on spending every waking moment with you, because I really haven't  been there for you as much i should have been.  I know I keep insisting that what you want is wrong for you, and I keep getting mad at you for it, but honestly, if that is what you want then I will do anything in my power to help you get closer to it, and to get it. So from here on I'm really going to be on your side, I always have been but i guess I'm realizing that we both have different perceptions of what happiness is for you, and ultimately that is up to you to determine.  I want to let you know, and i can't stress this enough, that I'm here for you, and you know where to reach me. Just keep strong, and you'll get through this. I know you will, becuase you are stronger than what you think yourself to be. You're so much more independent, intellectual, and brilliant than you give yourself credit for, and i hope that one day you will be able to see that the way others do.  I really hope you stop the talk about leaving here, because I couldn't even begin to imagine what it would be like without you. I can't, I don't want to, and I won't. So please stop saying that. Running away from everything isn't really going to fix anything, and you know that better than i do. You can't take the easy way out, it really won't change the way you feel about anything. But, again, that reallly is your decision and i hope you think about this thoroughly before you decide on anything permanent.  Don't Leave.

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